I won't be the same after last night.
I am so freaking traumatized.
Last night I slept over at my friend's house.
Her Dad was drinking.
So, of course, he was drunk and didn't know what he was doing.
He sat in the living room with us for no reason.
When we told him to leave he said no.
After persisting for a while, he got mad.
He took my friend in a chokehold so she couldn't breathe.
I wanted to help her more than anything.
I don't stand a chance against a drunk 275 pound 40 year old.
So I didn't do anything.
All the while, her boyfriend was on the phone with me.
He was talking to my friend first until her Dad came out.
I was so scared.
I couldn't do anything.
He would pin her to the ground.
He almost punched her.
He would wrap his legs around her waist so she couldn't breath.
I wanted to help.
I wanted to make it stop.
I told her I was just a twig and I couldn't do anything.
He'd finish me in 10 seconds.
He told me to never forget that I am weak.
And that I couldn't do anything.